I know I've tried to keep my attitude in a positive place during this time of trial but there are moments....little moments....where the dark possibilities in my life all come crashing down on my brain at once.
Usually when I'm driving past Target...not driving in because I can't afford to fill up a cart on a whim.
Or when I'm looking at my bedless bedroom where I've placed my little air mattress on which I huddle most nights and try to sleep.
Or when I look at the bedless bedrooms of my daughters, when they stay overnight with me they have to huddle on the floor next to the air mattress.
But the moments usually pass quickly, usually after a nap huddled on the air mattress in the middle of the day (one of life's great pleasures).
What do you do to snap out of it? I could use fresh new ideas.